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hollering. snitched. beverages. thrilled. he is signing off. drowsiness. turn off with girls. nipples. batshit scared. mighty. a blast.

teriak. mengadu. minuman. senang. dia keluar. kantuk. matikan dengan gadis. puting. benar-benar takut. kuat. ledakan.

helpless. threatened. shattered.

tak berdaya. terancam. hancur.

i am so messed up.

saya sangat kacau.

knelt. crying my heart out.

berlutut. menangis sepenuh hati.

i cant seem to contact her

sepertinya saya tidak bisa menghubunginya

precinct

kantor polisi

from afar

dari jauh

tendencies

kecenderungan

it lead me

itu menuntun saya

i am not fond of answering

saya tidak suka menjawab

gut feeling. i next heard

firasat. berikutnya saya dengar

assisted us.

membantu kami.

i clasped my shaky hands

Aku menggenggam tanganku yang gemetar

swallowed my pride

menelan harga diriku

hoarse.

serak.

she destroyed my being

dia menghancurkan keberadaanku

wriggled my eyebrow.

menggeliat alis.

hyped up.

bersemangat.

reckless again. low-self esteem.

nekat lagi. rendah diri.

last hour of her duty. leaned in. flush cheek. medical aparatus.

jam terakhir dari tugasnya. mencondongkan tubuh ke dalam. pipi yang memerah. aparat medis.

any spotting.

bercak apapun.

i leaned closer to the screen. i coped up with them. too heavy.

saya mencondongkan tubuh lebih dekat ke layar. saya mengatasi mereka. terlalu berat.

you knocked me up. silly. facing my palms. etched.

Anda mengetuk saya. bodoh. menghadap telapak tanganku. terukir.

i have placed back my shattered pieces differently

Saya telah menempatkan kembali potongan saya yang hancur secara berbeda

i didn't come this far to only this far

Aku tidak sampai sejauh ini saja

scar. tucked the strands. you are harassing me. testify. stinks.

bekas luka. terselip untaian. Anda melecehkan saya. bersaksi. bau.

at loss for words. killjoy.

kehilangan kata-kata. killjoy.

pinky finger.

jari kelingking.

cramps. stunned. my might. act all cool and stuff.

kram. tertegun. kekuatanku. bertingkah keren dan sebagainya.

i just love him. period.

aku hanya mencintainya. Titik.

in behalf of her

atas namanya

betrayed

dikhianati

wholesome. cheesy. rape. sacrifice. rifle. mistress. reconsiled. what the hen.

sehat. murahan. memperkosa. pengorbanan. senapan. nyonya. direkonsiliasi. apa ayam itu.

aching. my muscle tensed. precautions.

sakit. otot saya menegang. tindakan pencegahan.

hiccupping. flooding. luggage cart. gleamed.

cegukan. banjir. gerobak bagasi. berkilau.

my mouth quirked up. weigh me down. take after. cringy. barely kicks. contemplating.

mulutku terangkat. membebani saya. ambil setelah. ngeri. nyaris tidak menendang. merenung.

lettuce. veins. remained stoic. raspy. puffy. looks chappy and pale. hang in there. i scramble the eggs.

selada. pembuluh darah. tetap tabah. serak. bengkak. terlihat tampan dan pucat. tetap bertahan. saya mengacak telur.

my subconscious butted in.

alam bawah sadarku masuk.

my brows knitted. relieved. my eyes are welling up. midair. fretful voice.

alisku berkerut. lega. mataku berbinar. udara. suara rewel.

without a blink. strided towards me. a bit pleading. peered at me.

tanpa berkedip. melangkah ke arahku. sedikit memohon. menatapku.

remaining clothes. ever since i started. to soak it.

sisa pakaian. sejak saya mulai. untuk merendamnya.

something tugged inside my chest. gray granite.

sesuatu menarik di dalam dadaku. granit abu-abu.

will not cross paths. dismay. clasped together.

tidak akan berpapasan. kecemasan. tergenggam bersama.

i repeatedly inside my head. pork. regardless.

saya berulang kali di dalam kepala saya. Babi. terlepas.

deprived of care. suffocate me. so torned. glee. suspicious. insisted. butted in... i was tempted to say. i barely remembered. nursery song.

kehilangan perawatan. mencekik saya. sangat robek. lagu. mencurigakan. bersikeras. sela-sela ... saya tergoda untuk mengatakannya. saya hampir tidak ingat. lagu pembibitan.

thick and raspy. blanched. shuddering.

tebal dan serak. pucat. gemetar.

the color drained up. drenched with water. rounded off. excruciating pain. womb. they rushed me. stretcher. confess. hold on tight. miscarriage

warnanya habis. basah kuyup dengan air. dibulatkan. sakit yang parah. rahim. mereka mendesakku. usungan. mengaku. pegang erat-erat. keguguran

stitches. come out. stinging pain. breastfeeding. comply. in pain. nervewracking. ran away. fidgeting. slowed down. raise hell.

jahitan. keluar. sakit yang menyengat. menyusui. memenuhi. kesakitan. saraf. melarikan diri. gelisah. melambat. angkat neraka.

contain my sobs. snuggled. cheered. clicks for.

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